The Thoughts That Run Through My Mind

Today is the first of October, and I'm now 134lbs. I have 16lbs to go and i will be so satisfied. My birthday just passed on the 26 of September. I had pizza, cake so I'm kinda side tracked myself. I will just take it one day at a time.. Oh yea i have to remember to get my diet tea today.. I have to go tend to my daughter now so bye.....

It's 3:21 in the afternoon and six days from my 23rd birthday. Exactly 3 months from the birth of my baby girl. I thought by now i would be back at my slim 118 frame, but I'm not. I'm so frustrated because I'm not eating, and if i do eat I'm taking ex-lax to get rid of the food. I just want to fit back into my size 3 sometime1 jeans. I will just keep hoping that i will get there soon.

It's 8:28 am. I haven't eating anything since 7 o'clock last night. I'm not hungry and if it was not for the fact that i need a little energy to tend to my baby i wouldn't eat. I'm going to do my 60 sit ups before i eat and work out. I wish i had someone to watch her because i would hit the gym. My scale says 140 w/ clothes on and w/ clothes off. I think my scale is broken,so I'm going to buy a new one. I can't wait to be 118lbs, but i know that i will not be satisfied at that weight. I just want to fit in my old clothes b4 i got pregnant.

HW-172(PREGNANT)
HW-125
LW-118
GW-118

I'm a little frustrated today. I haven't eating anything all day. I lost most of the baby weight. my 23rd birthday is coming up in a week, and I'm still not at my goal weight. Why is it so hard to lose this damn baby weight. The scale has to be wrong because i'm dropping in inches but the scale still says 140lbs. something has to be wrong.